Sungkai Trip

哎呀呀，过了很久才写。。。

Sungkai trip,我们已经plan 了很久，大家都很期待那个trip, 希望那天可以玩得疯颠一点。

但是。。。出发前一天，我去clubbing...那天喝到不知什么样，过后去玩时就一直很累。。。

所以，我睡觉多过玩！！气死

我们下次的trip..就是Phuket...(不过是明年啦），在Phuket之前，希望还有几个trip啦

哎呀，blur tim......

Bad..

有时我觉得我有不好。。。

觉得好的东西，我不想与人分享。。。

想要最好的，想要拿第一

对人好却想得到回报，会期望别人也是这样对我。。。

我接受不到突如其来的转变，好像突然对我冷淡，突然对我破口大骂，突然打我，突然消失，突然。。。。

很喜欢期待一样东西，一失望就会伤心得不得了

会记住别人对我的承诺，很生气别人不守信用。。

还有什么？不知，只是觉得我不好。。。

Sometime i feel i'm bad...

if i feel this thing is best, i wont share with others

want the best, want to be the first

treat them good but at the same time hope they will treat me as same at next time

can't accept something change suddenly, like suddenly scold me, suddenly don't bother me, suddenly disappear and so on

like to waiting a wish, but will disappointed if it's not happen

will remember someone who promised me, will angry someone who broke the trust

And? don't know, just feel i'm bad....

Welcome my new best friend

haha, someone sent me a soft toy...call mumuhug wor..

happy~

actually i quite like soft toy... but didnt speak it out only....i'm like a big child...hehe

who ever send me soft toy, i also very very happy..

haha, welcome my new best friend Mr hug hug join in my family~

So hughug, if i sad or happy i will share with you de la... ^^

for someone: thank you~ :)

New VS Old

已近一个星期啦！除了与senior出去之外，就没有东西做啦！

发现这边与我的旧公司有些不一样。。系统有不同，环境不同咯

O: 旧公司
N:新公司

Internet
O: 比较先进，能够浏览不同网站，比较自由，同事或人事部很多都透过internet
N：社交网站禁止，自能够浏览google, 会有人“看”你上什么网站，所以要有iphone.

桌位
O: 比较大，然后位子每part 乘四，四对四对如此类推，桌子比较大，但是文具要自己买.
N：比较教室的形式，比较多东西，有自己的空间，有文具需要有人会帮你安排

同事
O: 比较多公司政治，很多鬼，因为很多人吧，很依赖black and white
N：同事很和谐，上司很善良，很少会有公司政治的事发生，可能人不多。

语言
O: 以英文为主
N：以华文为主

纪律
O: 比较放松，衣服方面很casual,没有打卡系统，可以hi-tea
N: 比较严，有打卡系统，吃饭时间短，要穿formal衣

还有些福利啊，消费啊等等。。我觉得最重要就是你的工作环境你喜不喜欢，如果做到你很不开心，给你高工钱也只能买难受，这是我的观点啦。。。只要我觉得值得，我就会为这间公司卖命。哈！

希望下个星期，能用得着我啦。。。

Almost a week it! I had nothing to do except went out with my senior.


in this week, i found out some difference between my new company and my old company, like different system, different environment and so on

O: Old Company
N: new company

Internet
O: able to visit different website, allow to search social network, more freedom, and mostly throught internet
to pass message, memo and so on to each other.
N: Blocked social website, IT department will check and "look" what you doing on internet, so...if you work you must need an Iphone...

Desk
O:  each part by four seats, then table bigger, but we need to prepare our stationery.
N: like a classroom, all table face to infront,  we have our own space, and have someone will prepare stationery for us if we need.

Colleague
O: so politics, a lot of "ghosts", maybe alot of worker, every time need black and white to cover if u get suspend.
N: Nice colleagues, will help each other, and nice boss also.  seldom happen politics in office, i think amount of worker also is a main cause.

Language
O: English
N: Chinese

Discipline
O: more flexible, casual wear, no punch card system, have hi-tea section
N: more strict, punch card system, just have one hour lunch time , and need wear formal clothes

And also like benefits, consumption and so on....but I think the most important is your working environment, If you not happy in ur working, paid you high salary you also won't happy. Erm...it just from my opinon la..
I will work very hard if this company is a good company. i'm not lie...Ha!

Hopefully i get use on next week, please....

开工大吉！

我开工啦！

第一天就有三位新同事与我一起，哈哈，我没有那么怕~

人力资源部就给我们talk,福利方面..ok啦~

然后就带我们去介绍介绍，介绍完了后，过后就开始..显！

给点工作我做啦~

我变了~

我发现我变了。。。。

不到怎么形容，可能我长大了，会有很多东西要想，要顾虑。。。

已经第三天了。。。他还是不习惯。我的决定，好像让他很痛苦~

有朋友会问为什么，我答了又答，其实还蛮累的~

这个决定我想了很久才做出来，并不是冲动。。

只是我脑海中有一个想法：我想一个人~

我想一个人去shopping，去旅行，去玩。。。自由自在，有时还蛮享受的

分开并不是不好，并没有说不可能，只是目前我想做我喜欢的东西。

而他，又不用面对金钱压力，面对我家人的压力，忍受我脾气等。。。

再此，感激你这四年来的陪伴，真的很感谢

有缘的话再相见~


i found out that i changed~

i don't know how to describe, maybe i grew up ady, alot of things i need to worry. .

Already 3rd day we seperated, he looked like still unused. He still suffering after i made this decision...

My friends asked why, i already answer and answer, quite tired to anwer already

already took long time to think and finally i made this decision, so it not suddenly i made.

Now, in my mind, i just want to be alone ..
I want shopping, travel, play alone. . . i want freedom...quite enjoy when i alone

not bad if seperate, and i didn't said it impossible if we be couple again.
Just want to do what i like now...

and he, no need to face financial pressure, my family pressure, my temper problem and so on...

Anywhere, thanks accompanied me this pass 4 years , Thanks you so much~

华语+ english

有没有发觉，我的部落格有华语，又有英文？

唉，我blog其实有香蕉人会看，但他们看到方格字就会埋怨说做么不写英文？唉，华语能表达我所说的话嘛，英文又不大好酱，不要献丑咯。。。

但是hor， 他们就会把我的文章放到google翻译。他妈的出来跟我的意思有很大差别，看到他们一头雾水。。。

我自己也试试拿去翻译，翻译后可以当笑话来看，笑得我半死！

所以我决定，这些工作由我来做！我自己翻译，不要劳烦google。

一来他们看得明，二来能加强我的英文咯。。。。

大家，如果我的英文文法不对，请纠正我har....

谢谢。。。

did you noticed that in my blog...have both language, Mandarin and English?

Actually my blog have some people are banana, mean not chinese education. Sometime they open my blog and saw alot chinese word, they will complainted why i just only wrote chinese?

haiz...my english poor mah...somemore  i can just write what i think what i need in chinese (i'm chinese education, ok?) ...that's why i use chinese...

but, if they want to read, they will put my article to google translation. After translated, the meaning is totally big difference from my original article, sometime they also blurred when reading it.

i also tried it, dam funny after i read and compared with my article...i really can't accepted what google translated to me!

So finally, i started translate by myself, no google translation anymore~

like that i also can improve my english also! kaka

so....all, if i have grammer mistake in english, please inform me ya..

thanks!

拒绝/ reject

拒绝人。。真的很难

我不喜欢这样，但昨天就在做这种事情~ 啊不，是这两个星期都在做这种事情。。。。

我已经拒绝了三个公司！

昨天就一次过拒绝两个，有一个还要打来拉回我。我应该高兴，但是这间公司也算是我喜欢的，但是就是薪水差了些。。。。所以忍痛拒绝~

为什么会这样！！

有人说我自己拿来的。。喂，大佬，难道interview一份，就一直等啊？那要等要等到几时？当然要interview多多份，然后机会大嘛。。。我又不是interview很多啦。。才五次。

真的会怕不中的嘛。。。不能休息太久的，那我要吃什么喔？

唉，我不喜欢做衰人，好像拒绝人要求。。。

可能就是我比较怕人不喜欢我咯~

herm....

it very hard to reject people..

i hate to do that..but yesterday already did it..oh...not not...pass two weeks already did it..

i had rejected 3 companies!

Yesterday one shot rejected 2, another one called back and pulled me back. suppose i should happy for this, but that company also part of my favorite, just only salary problem, thats why i no choice, at the end rejected it..haiz

why why why, tell me why~

some people said this is my problem, i brought it. ei, is it i just interview one company and wait wait wait? then i need to wait how long? We should interview a lot, then opportunity will be more. And i'm not interviewed more, just only..5!

Really afraid couldn't get it mah...... i can't just stay at home so long time, no money then how to alive?

haiz, dislike to do a bad guy, especially reject people...

maybe i afraid people dislike me after i rejected them..

herm...

~单身~

希望你能明白我的用意。。。

我希望我们的分开反而能让你创得更自在。。。

我希望你不要有负累，放胆的去做吧！

两个人各自去爬自己的山，总有一天会在山顶上遇见。。

到时，看能不能够品尝到你带来的。。。甜~

一起加油哦！

Interview...

一直找工，一直去面试，
可能我对自己没信心，所以怕会找不到工。
没工开，吃什么？？

但是hor，一下子就来了很多面试机会。面试到我傻，重复又重复将同样的东西。。。

最后，有两间公司同时offer我。。。

Blunnis美容公司和余仁生。。

其实两个我都有兴趣，两个都在KL一带，但是要比较工钱。。。余仁生辉比较高。。

所以，我选择了比较高工钱的那个咯。。

16号开工咯！哈哈。。


Keep interview...keep finding job....

i so scare i cant get job after i resign...thats y none stop to search...

but hor..too often ady, just resign i get alot of interview....Kelana Jaya, Bangsar, KL...

tired man!!

finally....2 company offer me at the same time...

Blunnis beauty company and Yee Yan Shang..

both also A&P executive, both also have alot of things for me to learn,

but hor, it because salary, so i choose Yee Yan Shang lor..

so i will starting work on Next Next monday (16th August), but before that i already said yes to Blunnis, so i want call back and reject, so scare....

I'm Free~~

Yeah...im free now..i can rest and rest and rest.....

like clean my room...buy my things...do what i want..learning, singing,shopping...oh yeah!

and started to join jobless scop

haha...finding job now..

any recommend?

or you want call me out also can...

hehehehe....

Goodbye my team

Time to say goodbye..sob sob...

谢谢你们一路以来的帮忙，很开心认识你们~

你们要加油哦~！以后要常联络，即使我不再是你的队长，我还是你们的朋友，对不？

再次希望大家能够找到自己的路。。。


                                                                          ~友谊永固~