04 November 2010

talk phobia

im a talkative person, i like to talk when i am happy or feel comfortable, but i will keep quiet when i unhappy, or the environment are unsuitable for me...

recently i less to talk, like have phobia when i am talking to a person, because what i am saying will so easily hurt to some or make misunderstand. Whats wrong? why is me? i am not purposely to do that! :(

just speak out whats my feel, make a joke, share my feeling, or suggest someting, also easily make people unhappy....haiz...so what to do? better keep quiet lor.

When they have misunderstand, i tried to explaine but like shit...haiz, i already lazy to explaine. So....what you think about me, its up to you.

But i still belive have generous people that wont keep what im saying in their heart. They only keep important and usefull things. They are people who do "big business". Just only stingy people will easily get angry because of a small case... dont think i hvnt been hurt before, but i just forget about it, i know they not purposely to do also.... i will tell them if they are frequently to do that.

Trying to do better, still happen also... maybe they dont know about me, nvm.....before find a suitable way, better keep quiet....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hahaha.. Luckily Im not that kinda ppl.. Whatever you talk to me, I absorb it in positive way 1.. I guess compare to you, I can hurt ppl or make ppl angry with my words easier~ Hahaha..